I am not a dateless loser now. I actually went on two dates. One was that first kiss guy and the other we just figured out we're just really meant to be friends. :) Either way, great experiences!
It's weird because I know this is one of the first sites I've signed up to and like there's this really awesome guy that I met through here. Not like actual meet, but like found interesting and is interested in me. GREAT, you might think, but he's in England. =/ Yes. Me = America.. Him = England. All the good things happen to me. LOL.
But it's good how we're talking, but he is a really handsome guy. :) I'm scared a bit he'll get snagged up and I'm left behind. RARR.
So, other than that, I've been on other sites. Not much luck.
The whole first kiss guy kind of broke my heart. Okay, I'll be honest, my heart is STILL broken and at one point in time, I just gave up on "love" and just started messing with guys online. Haha, yeah, I'm a real jerk! It wasn't long, though, that I felt horrible and explained to them that nothing would happen. And honestly, I wasn't that bad of a girl messer-uper girl. I'd always feel bad right after.. Or at least, I hope.
Yeah, so, that's how it goes, right?
It took me about 3 weeks of distraction to make me realize that I need some REALIZING to do. (Yes, I am currently still trying to realize what I need to realize! Lol)
So, that's basically my update. I needed to vent a bit!
UPDATE:
So, here it goes. I'm back! Well, sort of. :)
I am not a dateless loser now. I actually went on two dates. One was that first kiss guy and the other we just figured out we're just really meant to be friends. :) Either way, great experiences!
It's weird because I know this is one of the first sites I've signed up to and like there's this really awesome guy that I met through here. Not like actual meet, but like found interesting and is interested in me. GREAT, you might think, but he's in England. =/ Yes. Me = America.. Him = England. All the good things happen to me. LOL.
But it's good how we're talking, but he is a really handsome guy. :) I'm scared a bit he'll get snagged up and I'm left behind. RARR.
So, other than that, I've been on other sites. Not much luck.
The whole first kiss guy kind of broke my heart. Okay, I'll be honest, my heart is STILL broken and at one point in time, I just gave up on "love" and just started messing with guys online. Haha, yeah, I'm a real jerk! It wasn't long, though, that I felt horrible and explained to them that nothing would happen. And honestly, I wasn't that bad of a girl messer-uper girl. I'd always feel bad right after.. Or at least, I hope.
Yeah, so, that's how it goes, right?
It took me about 3 weeks of distraction to make me realize that I need some REALIZING to do. (Yes, I am currently still trying to realize what I need to realize! Lol)
So, that's basically my update. I needed to vent a bit!
Thank you for responding, everybody! And I am back, but for the most part, at the wrong time. LOL. I have a research paper due in like two days and the last month.. I have been overly indulged with trying to get my heart back together that I completely ignored my studies. It's the worst possible thing and now all these things are piling up.
I just seem so distracted and everything. Even if I try to focus, I'll find SOMETHING to do.. someone to talk to. Somebody to give me attention.
I'm seeking it way too much. =/ It's okay, I'll get through it. But you know how it is.
But thanks again for you guys to respond. :)
Thank you for responding, everybody! And I am back, but for the most part, at the wrong time. LOL. I have a research paper due in like two days and the last month.. I have been overly indulged with trying to get my heart back together that I completely ignored my studies. It's the worst possible thing and now all these things are piling up.
I just seem so distracted and everything. Even if I try to focus, I'll find SOMETHING to do.. someone to talk to. Somebody to give me attention.
I'm seeking it way too much. =/ It's okay, I'll get through it. But you know how it is.
Distance is always a distraction. Don't always let be an obstacle (although I understand your age and the the intercontinental type is more of a problem) Don't be scared of something so it keeps you from trying. I am seeing more and more fear of trying amongst women online. I can't see someone 20 minutes away because it will screw up my routine. So try seeing through his eyes when you an a couple of hours and learn that you can't expect it to be a one way street. Challenges are part of life if your not up for the challenges then life will leave you in the dust.
Distance is always a distraction. Don't always let be an obstacle (although I understand your age and the the intercontinental type is more of a problem) Don't be scared of something so it keeps you from trying. I am seeing more and more fear of trying amongst women online. I can't see someone 20 minutes away because it will screw up my routine. So try seeing through his eyes when you an a couple of hours and learn that you can't expect it to be a one way street. Challenges are part of life if your not up for the challenges then life will leave you in the dust.
Venting is good. I always like to vent. And in a public forum, the added benefit of unwanted advice is always a plus! (LOL!) I think it's nice you've been out on two dates. I also think it's nice to talk to others online. I have one more "think" to add: I think you should DEFINITLEY continue dating. For a long while. You are still quite young. You have a lot of life still left to figure out, and it's so much more simplistic to figure these things out for yourself and not to have to worry about someone else along the way (whether it be a boyfriend, husband or even a child...). Just try to stay focused on yourself. This is the time in your life to be selfish and to get YOUR life together, so that when you are *really* ready for love, you will have the time and patience to devote to it (and the man), without having to feel pulled in different directions. Keep it up--True
Venting is good. I always like to vent. And in a public forum, the added benefit of unwanted advice is always a plus! (LOL!) I think it's nice you've been out on two dates. I also think it's nice to talk to others online. I have one more "think" to add: I think you should DEFINITLEY continue dating. For a long while. You are still quite young. You have a lot of life still left to figure out, and it's so much more simplistic to figure these things out for yourself and not to have to worry about someone else along the way (whether it be a boyfriend, husband or even a child...). Just try to stay focused on yourself. This is the time in your life to be selfish and to get YOUR life together, so that when you are *really* ready for love, you will have the time and patience to devote to it (and the man), without having to feel pulled in different directions. Keep it up--True
Welcome back and thanks for the update - kinda wondered what happened but know the shedule for school could interfere due to the workload. Other's have bridged the distance but you have time so make time to get to know those you can and enjoy chatting. Hope you find what you're looking for - whether it's here, another site or at school.
Welcome back and thanks for the update - kinda wondered what happened but know the shedule for school could interfere due to the workload. Other's have bridged the distance but you have time so make time to get to know those you can and enjoy chatting. Hope you find what you're looking for - whether it's here, another site or at school.
